after the pool game with my classmates george and i went to meet rj,tiansiang,nicholas.. we played pool again.. sianz. abt 2 games later nelson came.. he didn't wanted to play pool and suggested playing "jotah" dunno whether i spell correctly or not.. its like war craft.. some heros killing one another and keeping their tower..some war game.. well its was my 1st time playing.. then that nicholas and nelson kept killing mi... 90% of the time i was yelling at them asking them not to kill mi they agreed but everytime i met them in the game i'm definitely die.. I'LL KILL THEM ONE DAY!!! then rj conclude that i'm more suitable for mample stories.. i'll try it one day.. but i won't give up in jotah hahaha
we leave eastpoint and was heading home.. but it begin to rain and it get worst so i asked rj to lend mi an umbrella.. when nelson and i was in the lift i tried opening the umbrella and found that it was a spoiled umbrella.. all the metal thingy were falling apart.. that nelson say.. "i can repair it.." thinking that he could repair it in the lift he pressed the lift button that bring us to the highest level.. within seconds we had reached the highest level.. nel said "so fast? lets go down again" so we went down to level one again.. but he is yet to finish repairing.. we went up and down from the highest level to the lowest level in the lift for almost 5 times.. finally he gave up.. and we went to rj's house to complain.. by the time we leave rj's house the rain had stopped.. *dumb rite?* i think the idea of going up and down of the lift for 5 times only nelson could think of it.. isn't him cute? haha.. :)
i think i still like marcus.. wanted to forget but it seems so hard and impossible.. being with him has become a dream that will never come true.. i cried non-stop while i was in the train on the way to meet rj they all yesterday.. i treated him like invisible..i know i shouldn't do that and i know i'm sort made him guilty.. i'm sorry, i dun have that intention to make you feel guilty.. "i'm not supposed to love you, i'm not suppose to care, i'm not suppose to live my life wishing you were there. i'm not suppose to wonder where are you or what you do. i'm sorry, i can't help loving you"
"Ladies you may now help yourself with the food" said mr thamen but none of them stood us.. as we were the nearst to the food and the guys including my partner told us to cheong for the food but all of us were too shy.. finally wanting stood up and get the food so all of us start getting off the seats and get the food, among us qunyu took the most food when she came back everyone was like.. *oh my god!!!you haven't been eating for ages huh??!!!* we start eating our food, my partner cut small pieces of food and started feeding me.. so i played with him.. we acted like loving couple *so funny..* i also fed kafian food while he was taking food.. then that tk kept calling mi darling.. i love the dessert!! yummy!!!
after eating i went to take pictures with all my classmates.. i took with kenedict norman etc.. then when i went back to the table tk look angry and asked mi where did i go.. i told him that i took pic with kenedict.. then he got anyry and asked mi to follow kenedict instead of him.. then told mi that he had asked brenda to be his last minutes partner and dun wan me already.. FINE!! i went away and told kenedict abt it.. thank God there was an empty seat so he asked mi to join them.. tk wasn't in good terms with kenedict but i only take pic with him also wanna get angry.. *spoiler.. spoiled my mood.. i went back to my table and get my stuff and move over to kenedict's table then that tk act cute and said sorry to mi.. well i'm not that angry actually so i forgiven him. ,
this year's slide presentation was much much better than the last 2 years..BUT!!! they put my photo in!!! they put my primary school's pic!! for your information that pic looked stupid and so many people was laughing at it.. *no more face to keep!!! but it was a very touching presentation... i cried!!! i'm gonna miss school.. i took very few pictures.. :( plus miss yong didn't go for prom nite.. i'm tired.. to be continued.. *end of prom nite part one..
then when adeline has finish doing hers, it was qy's turn.. initially i didn't she came in then when i'm almost done.. i heard a familar voice "ouch!!!! very pain!!!!!!!!!!!" i was at the other room and i could hear her "shouting".. then suddenly she said.. "pain or not, pain or not?" i couldn't understand why she was asking the beautician this question when she was half way done with the eyebrown. when the three of us leave the place.. adeline asked her why she asked the beautician whether pain or not.. qy lol and said.. "she gave mi a big mirror and allow mi to look at myself then when i want to pass it back to her i accidentally hit her head with the mirror" all of laugh non-stop as she is like taking revenge.. then all of us was complaining how painful it was and promise that we'll nv do eyebrown threading again after we leave the shopping mall... haiz.. i'll miss them very much..
guess wat.. i forgotten to bring my entry prove to school today :( thank God i brought my ezlink card thinking that i could ask the teachers to print another entry prove for me though i already printed 3 times.. heex *grin* (reason for having 3 entry prove: forgotten to bring on the 1st and on mt paper, lost it when it was first issued) but!!!! there was no teachers around..all the teachers are down for workshop.. *pouting* the people in the office cant do anything hence all i can do was to wait for mrs khui (she was the teacher in-charge of this year's o-level) but she didn't pick up my calls.. out of no choice i went home to take my entry prove.. stupid rite??!!?
we(weiting, adeline,victoria and i) went to qunyu's house to do our nails and practice doing our hair after our paper.. so fun!!! :) haiz.. have to do many things tml..
(1) collect my camera at commonwealth
(2) go for eyebrown threading at city hall
(3) make appointment for grace makeover at tampines mall
(4) go victoria house and help her to dye her hair at summerset..
haiz.. so busy tml.. :(
:( i might fail maths.. then i'll see all my classmates entering poly and leave me alone retaking o-level.. *sob* ms yong is rite i'll not be able to prove her wrong.. :( i had never pass maths this year hence i'm sure i'm gonna fail this paper too..
i'm having mixed feeling.. i thought i had forgotten marc but i'm wrong i saw him the other day and i avoided him.. simply dunno how to face him.. i'm dumb rite:( lately never think of him that much till i saw his blog today.. he is under trememdous stress.. i can't help but to think whether he is alright.. wanted to massage him to show my care and conern but i dun have the courage.. i dun wanna cry again.. i wanna be strong and let time heal eveything but i know it will take a very long time.. well.. i should enjoy my time now.. cos o-level is ending!!! haven't been studying ever since last friday.. i wanna play, shop, sing and touch up with my beloved friend!!!!! can't wait to celebrate christmas!!! :)
haiz.. there is this examiner kept picking on me.. well.. i admit my nails are long but doesn't mean that he can distact me during my paper and tell to cut my nails.. he kept walking around me and rise his voice during the paper and tell mi to cut my nail.. he wasted my time to listen and look at him.. the worst thing was i totally forgotten wat i wanted to write after he interupted.. he can tell mi after the paper rite? i wanted to save my nails for graduation nite plus the science paper's duration is onli an hour.. so should i cut?