some day... i will..

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to

i dun wish to see this to happen in us..
but it seems like......... haiz.. no comment

something funny..
today me yong mei(domain) mich weekeat xj
ashley and luqman went to IT school to eat
then went we were outside the food court
mich went to the toliet
we waited and waited but.. she was like very slow
so i decieded to look for her
GUESS WAT??
i went to the male's toliet instead..
the best part is i dun know at all and walked all
the way in.. at first i was like thinking why its looked so different..
i onli notice is when ashley said
'becca you can't read the sign is it??!!!!'
only then i realised i was in the male's toilet
thank God there wasn't any guys....... doing...........
their business..

*so ma lu*

end of my day (: 3:13 PM

I'm not quite in a good mood
i mean wat the hell do you wan?
you think you're always right?
OH please look around,
look at the people around you..
they are drifting away from you
sometimes i think
you're the one who has attitude problem
I DUN OWE YOU A THING!
you're affecting my life
i dun like it!!!!!!!!!!

well.. lets change the topic
fail CKT test..
well nvm i'll make sure i'll do well for term test..
i promise!!
my fishes are dying
despite spending money on the air pump

overview for today..
i dun like~

end of my day (: 12:28 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

well.. the latest update on my fishes..
2 goldfish and 1 guppy died today..
making the death rate of
3 goldfish and 7 guppies
i went to buy the air pump for my fishes
i dun wish to see the death rate to increase

late for writoral..
cannot late again in this sem..
overall view for today
still no bad..
he was nice to mi..
BUT
there is always 'but'
someone felt left out..
nobody is at fault.. *nobody*
seriously i have no idea wats going on
haiz.. dunno wat to do..
maybe we should
concentrate on mid-term test 1st
thank God the lab test went well

someone told mi
i dun have a stand of my own
think abt it.. he was right..
marcus said that to mi too
haiz..

syaza!!! let come up with a ~~evil~~ plan
to punish..........you know... hahahaha

i wanna watch da vinci code and x-men i dun care!!

wat a sin.. i ate KFC today
yummy!!! its like one month from my last visit
the service was damn slow..

I WANNA GO GREAT SINGPORE SALE!!

i love all my friends.. :)

end of my day (: 3:18 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

till now the death rate still keep
as 6 guppies and one gold fish
but...... i think one gold fish is....
dying..... cos it looks dead but still breathing

haiz.. i'm stress.. with studies.. family.. and
relationship..
haiz.. i think i giving up soon
i like you but.. we are like not click..
we're like always arguing..
i dun wish to see this happen, really
its really killing me.. honestly i'm scared of you
sometimes you are so firece to mi that i'm very stress..
now have to think a lot before i say anything..
even if i really said something wrong you can tell mi
nicely and patiently.. like that song.. yong qi..
i dun wan us to be like that..
i know you're doubting your love too..
haiz.. my school top o-level student said this to mi
'my gal nv really get to see that angry part of
me coz i will always try to prevent that from
happening even if i am angry with her'

""A lasting relationship has to be able to tolerate a
number of mistakes and disappointments.""

i went studying with adeline at expo then
went food fair.. its sooooooo packed with ppl
many ppl grabbing for free samples..
i did manage to have some samples.. yummy :)
i ate... erm.. lasksa.. soup.. bbq sausage and forgotten le
overall.. not bad la..

*i dun wish to see things to go worst..

end of my day (: 10:11 PM

well my guppies..
6 had died.. haiz..
1 gold fish died when i was crying
outside the tampines MRT station..
that gold fish make mi even more sad
last night at 10:30 pm i still rush
down to elias mall to see whether the
pet shop still open.. but... i was too late
(remind mi of 25 minutes sang by MLTR)
i called a lot of people
asking whether they have fish tank
the best part was.. all of them dun have
i call..
xj (message then nv reply.. then i call),
rj(call 4 times also nv pick up),
ade (i dun keep fish),
brenda (i dun have pump),
qy( my fish will eat up your guppies),
uncle ( my fish will eat up your guppies)
nel(i'm going out for late nite movie with zp's family),
marcus (the singtel customer is not available pls try again later)

my fifth call to rj( i'm still outside.. )
but i told her i will go her house to take e pump
as it was 12am le.. my mum and HIM said that its too late
in the end i didn't go to take the pump
i'm such a lousy owner..
derrick said i murdered them.. sob..
i never.. :(

yseterday didn't had fun..
morning i called HIM to say sorry
he was super angry..
i was wrong..
shouldn't have use that word..
i was dumb..
always dumb..
hurting you without knowing..
i very guilty already..

now have 3 songs for him le..
1. yong qi
2. tian mi yue ding
3. ma de li bu si yi

TWIN...
2nd time le..
fell asleep while msn-ing
its like a day after your 1st time attemp of falling asleep while msn-ing
guess there are more to come

sleep very late last night..
my sis and i do our nails
then i pack 4 days of medicine for my dad
slept at about..
3:30??

haha.. going for food fair later..
with adeline..
studying too..
heex..
i love to eat
sleep
play
and... spending time with my love ones!!!

end of my day (: 10:50 AM