some day... i will..

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

dun wish to load any pictures today
i'm not in the mood to do a lot of things
feeling a bit sad
i dunno where the sadness come from
juz simply feeling sad
sorry for not going for the movie with you all
maybe nx time..

went to meet victoria and qy together with ade
i miss her.. she will be flying back tml
the sad thing is i can't send her off
i'm trapped in the NE forum..
**sorry.. i have to attend the stupid forum**

i dunno why i suddenly feeling so moody
dun feel like talking
dun feel like eating
dun feel like knowing all the happening ard mi

i dunno why i'm here
i dunno what i'm doing
i....dunno.......

-maybe i should be out of the picture-

end of my day (: 2:53 AM

Monday, June 26, 2006

first day of school.. sianz
haha
i nearly nearly mark as late for wrtoral
lucky
or esle i will get my 2nd warning letter

i took a lot of pictures in the lab today.. lol
too sianz le
haha
the EPT lab was not too bad
i get 3/4 for soldering
lol
but xj got full marks!! urgh..
well have to admit he did a good job

these are the pictures!

thats my dog where all the wires are kept

below! my creation!! i call them heart to heart

syaza mich and mi!

its........ xj.. hazwan...weekeat they din know i took their pictures..

another one of.. wunna.tutor, runting,xj

i got soo sianz that i started promoting my watch.. i had fun..lol

another one promoting watch

have a lot more.. interested?? go friendster see... lol

wanna thank weekeat for helping mi in maple.. cos i restart a character then he helped mi to level up to 8.. thanks!!!

went to had dinner with va,nel and jiao..
then talking talking..
took picture with nelson
actually got a picture that have rj,nel and mi
~~stupid~~ nelson deleted it..
so onli left with this

erm... i realised jiao's blog really very interesting
the tag box.. alot of..jokes..laughter but also arguements

the war has started.........

end of my day (: 2:53 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

finally i wanna update..
i will start from sentosa
well all i can say is
-everything is not well planned!..
-they nv plan whether wat the choir should do next
-wat games to play
-wet weather games(though it didn't rain but sometimes its better to be safe than sorry)
-the MAIN one seemed to throw all the things for us to do
-well... can't really blame on them cos they are inexperience but...i dun like them sitting there watching us to finish all the stuff..
the best part is they are no where to be found when they are needed

well.. overall the choir camp ~~sux~~ okay lor
happy that they enjoyed the wet games mi and mau had planned
lol
some pic i took

actually i have more pictures but i lazy to load all.. wanna see??? go friendster and search ba.. lol

wat i meant by lack of planning
look at them
waiting
waiting
and more waiting

my dear qian rong and eugenia
you can always look for mi when you need
i will always be free for choir =)

i like that talent time by the choir..
i cried when i heard
'a whole new world' remix
so touching

laughed the most at douglas, ismail they all
sooooooooo funny.. but they sounded GREAT!
we had a mini choir practice..
we sang soooo many songs
example: lion sleeps tonight.. grease.. now is the month of maying.. danny boy, shenando.. etc etc almost all the song we sang
i miss those choir days!
well nvm
i still can depend on the alumni
i will make sure it will not fall!
i will plan everything
**marcus... enjoy your camp i will keep you updated with the alumni thingy**
**zhiping.. pls dun spread things like i miss you etc.. i onli take one picture with you and you told ppl that i miss you!**
i rather miss nelson and george than you.. LOL

end of my day (: 2:53 AM

**was on the phone with marcus
a short conversation on choir and etc
ended when he was informed
" stand by area in 15 minutes time" he was like soo rush
LOL i think he din wanna be punished

** was on the phone with nel last night
initially was asking abt solar panels
but we ended up talking about giving birth
then prefer NS than giving birth
cos he dun wan cramps and having menses
LOL (guys.. girls also have their hard time ok!)
then he asked is giving birth more painful then the 'balls' got kicked?
nel.. i dunno how to answer you cos i dunno the feeling having 'balls' being kicked

anyway marcus prefer giving birth than NS.. lol
it seems like he is suffering in the NS
LOL
thats something i will nv go through.. hahaha

i went back to siglap today
GOSH!! i miss those time
i really do.. i took a lot of pictures

the place i had my night study..

the science labs..
there was this rumor on a dutch lady whose skeleton is in the lab
at night the dutch lady will wash clothes in the lab
LOL *i believe it when i was in sec 1 and 2* true???

my dearest classroom
our masterpiece

the place that we always go
before our self-study cum remedial
where we buy all the nonsense like clips and mini highlighter

the place where we will have our morning reading
well.. sometimes i do read.. but i muz dun like the content of reader's digest and national geographic
*sometimes i juz pretend i'm reading but actually secretly chit-chatting with my classmates*

my beloved choir notice board!

i miss choir..
i miss singing as a group
i miss the people, the songs, the jokes etc etc..
my choir juniors!

look at them.. sooo cute

i'm going to sentosa tml!!
lol
its a treasure hunt!!
i should enjoy first before i die
still yet to complete the assignments
*sign*

end of my day (: 12:45 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
i lost my thumb drive
i lost my wrtoral textbook
i lost the copy of my my wrtoral project

have to redo the whole wrtoral project
have to complete it before thursday as EPT is yet to complete
ARGH!!!!! i have no yuan fen with wrtoral.. sob
its simply not meant for mi

erm.. today.. overall quite fun.. heex
had a good time in the free access lab(computer)
john ade and i was competing who type the fastest..
winner john!
runner up.... ME!
lol

dun have much happening..
going back to siglap for the choir camp
bringing the lappy along
heex
i can do my project while they having choir practice
*smart mi*

ahem~ i was informed there is someone having the same blogskin as mine
well.. i will change it tml..
but i have this skin first..
well nevermind..
hao nv bu gen nan dou
or should i fight for my rights?

i think i still like

end of my day (: 2:53 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

erm.. i was reading jiao's blog
still wanna wish them 'HAPPY BELATED 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY'
i was reading the list of sweet stuff nic had done for her
so happy for them

i also wanna be in love
but its seems like
there is still a long way to go
i also wanna hug someone when i'm down

will i be single forever?
will i meet my true love soon?
will i meet someone better than him?
will i get the fairytale ending?

i was once crazy in love
but its all gone
i had accepted the fact that we're not meant to be
i no longer missing you
i no longer crying over you
but i have to admit the fact that i still dare not to listen to 'i drive myself crazy'
PEOPLE DON"T TRY TO PLAY THIS SONG INFRONT OF ME
cos.... i will cry i dun wanna start crying over him
i really treating him as a friend

i was sufing the net and i totally agree with these...

'It's much easier to turn friendship into love, than love into friendship'-Unknown

'You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.'-Barbara Deangelis

i miss those time
where happiness seem surrounding mi
i miss the feeling of being in love
juz like the song....

yesterday once more
'Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone......

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more."

i like the lyric of i still

'i still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)'

va i know you gonna ask mi to be patience
i'm not rushing anything but simply missing being in love..
i'm fine =)

*still dun feel like sleeping though i din have enough sleep last night*

end of my day (: 1:23 AM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

so happy for mich
she patch back with roy
not all break-ups are able patch

went shopping with mich yesterday
didn't buy a lot of stuff
i took neoprint with her

both of us went into the handicap toilet
*guess there were many question mark on those ppl we saw when we were walking out*
i went for a high tea buffet with her at bugis
the place was nice
cheap too *grin*
initially was looking for streamboat
but some how or rather we went for a high tea instead

i used to care a lot on how ppl look at mi (i mean stangers)
i have learnt this
'its your life do wat you one
so long as you're happy why bother how stangers look at you'

*yawn* i dun have enough sleep
sick of looking at the assignment on the desk
can i throw them away?

going to visit my dad later
'HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!"

******i'm broke******

end of my day (: 2:25 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

not really in a good mood
unhappy
hidden mi
sad mi

i dunno
i'm lost
i'm trapped

i hate ppl that juz push all the blame on mi
dunno anything pls SHUT UP
you are asking things from mi then expect it to be fast quick and inform you
EXCUSE ME! that is not the way!

i simply hate you!!
i hate you!!!!!!!
i hate you!!!!!!!
i hate you!!!!!!!

i have never hate someone like i hate you before!

end of my day (: 6:08 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

again
the word flirt came in
it ended mine
it ended hers
mine was a minor one
but hers has cause a huge cut in the heart
why is relationship so difficult to handle?
why isn't there 'happily ever after' like
fairytales?
is DISNEY lying?
they make the kids believe that
the prince charming will come and save them
then live happily ever after
but it seems like there is no such thing

*cry all you wan, there is nothing that i can do but i promise to e by your side. i have got over a guy that i loved i'm sure you're able too. it will hurt but we have to bear with it.. 'letting go a failed relationship, bring you one step closer to the one you're meant for'*

i'm tired of life
i think others too
i may seem happy but inside mi
there is juz this bit that makes mi sad

end of my day (: 3:39 PM

Monday, June 12, 2006

FINALLY! i meet up with them
i miss them so much
had been spending all my time with my classmates
i miss va specially much cos she is now sentosa
its soo difficult to meet up with her
-she end school much later than mi
-by the time she travel back form sentosa she will be too tired

went to jiao shop to accompany her
we served the customer
we laughed
we joked
we took lots of pic

jiao & va
when taking pictures PLEASE
dun kept moving back (to make your face to look smaller)
you all move so back that my face looked extremely big
look at this

va, see wat you have done.. my face/head looked soooo huge!

look at this!.. look at jiao!.. she moved so far away from the camera!!..
silly mi.. have the biggest face again
ARHAR! i have learnt my lesson.. i decided to be in the middle
look at these..
some successful stories.....???
LOL..(dun it sounds like some of the advertisement??)

i love this pic a lot!

me and jiao took act cute pic

va not involved cos she wans to be MATURE
like 20 plus to age of 30
actually the three of us did took some act cute pic but it looks..
a bit weird.. so we deleted

mi and jiao

va and jiao(love them soo much.. nv be replaced)

no matter how much you all have changed
you two are still loved by mi

end of my day (: 5:55 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

i had a great time!!
bought
-one dress
-3 shirt
-one pair of heels
-some nail art thingy
-one belt

went shopping with maureen..
my dearie
we shopped we eat..
we had high tea at coffee bean
yummy yummy

i took neoprint with her
took many pic too
lol

twin i know you gonna hate mi
haha i went to intercontinental hotel
to use the toilet but nv have i expect myself to be in the
world parallel leather fair of LV, GUCCI, CHRISTIAN DIOR
PRADA, DUNHILL etc..

a sale at a 5 star hotel
it can't be imitation
twin and my sister hates mi when i tell them i was in the fair..
lol

we went home at abt 8plus 9?
forgotten the exact time
guess wat??!!
i saw QY!!
gosh!!

i miss her soooooooooo much!!
we took pictures again

i simply miss the both of them soo much~

after i went home i go to my com again
went online pool
lol
i had lots of fun
playing with wk, johnie, mich, runting
so fun
johnie and wk
i lost bcos the black ball went in by ACCIDENT
i will win all of you all one day

johnie cant believe that you're waking up early
din expect you to wake up early on a sunday
i was like.. WAT WAKING UP IN THE MORNING???
twin had the same reaction as mi
lol
twin even asked johnie to call him when he wakes up as he wanna laugh
then we started giving the number asking him to call us to prove that
he wakes up
however it turn out to be like some jail calling number

i laughed the most when runting came in to the pool
specially the part when mich and wk kept calling him to sit
(in the yahoo pool game, sit is asking the person to be in the game)
as runting nic was fieryboiboi(i think so.. aiya.. something boiboi la)
then mich was like:SSSSSSIIIIIIIITTTTTTT
the wk was like.. sit boiboi sit be good sit
something like that i juz can't stop laughing

i simply love everyone =)

end of my day (: 2:07 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

my nephew wayne
isn't he cute?
he will be one year old by 2 july 2006
he came over my house on thursday
he is still learning how to walk
BUT he crawl damn fast
a few times we juz can't get hold of him

my sis.. gonna celebrate his one year old b'dae
at some hotel.. i was like *he is onli a year old muz it make it that big??
all i can say is *da jie, you are rich..*
nevertheless i love ya.. hahaha

maybe i'll be going retail therapy alone at bugis..

end of my day (: 11:20 AM