some day... i will..

Sunday, July 09, 2006

-i had been sick since tuesday..
-had been coughing non-stop
-skip lecture on friday
-went home to sleep
-this whole week sucks
-bored

am i really close to the guys in the class?

*those in " " is wat he said.. those in - is my thoughts

"you're so close to them, if you really like someone you shouldn't be close to them"
"you message (somebody) then the both of you smile smile at one another, i saw!"
-the way you said seems like i'm flirting with them/him

"the way you talked to mi make mi so pak cek, others can stand you but i can't! "
"talking to you make mi very miserable"
-i'm so hurt after hearing this..

haiz... wat have i done?
i'm like always in the wrong
though many ppl feels that he is the one who is problematic
but some how or rather his words hurt mi
i'm thankful that you still have feelings for mi
though you didn't wan to say it out
i thought we could start but now i think
its impossible
i had enough..
after so many
replies of dunno, not sure, maybe, not sure either, orh, ok,=.= from you
and after talking to you, you seemed bo-chap

i think......... there is nothing left to say but good-bye..

end of my day (: 10:58 AM