Saturday, August 12, 2006
time to wake up
time to learn to love myself more
i'm very unhappy lately
there is so many thing that is keeping inside mi
hai
i spent a lot of time with A than BCDE
and hardly get to see FGHIJ
today finally meeting K
its has been a long time ever since i last met K
if A is not going to watch fireworks with mi
then maybe i will watch it with K or LMNOPQ or even together
(seems like copying someone's style in one of the post, sorry din mean it, becos i din wanna mention the names )
how would life be?
if a lot of things that i dun wanna happen didn't happen??
like my last sentence to my dad was i love you instead of scolding?
like spending more time with BCDEFGHIJ instead of A?
like i never do dumb and stupid stuff?
i miss my dad a lot
i thought i really gotten over but when i'm alone
in the bus.. at the canteen waiting.. waiting for somebody..
i will thought of him and tears begin to roll down from my cheeks
exams are coming
when i was working i should of studying
when i'm studying i thought to playing
when i'm playing i thought of sleeping
when i'm eating i thought of slimming
when will the cycle end?
my is life so sickening?
hai
sometimes i dun feel appreciated
both realtionship in my life i dun have a status
haha its a curse
maybe i won't get into a relationship
i'm always in the middle
not fren nor lover
i'm nobody
i'm like yi xiang qin yuan
maybe i'm
maybe i'm not its still a question mark
when will i use the proper word dear instead of deer???
when will i hear the three words that comes from the one i love
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yesterday went to play some shooting game
very fun
i nv tried the game
i was named as ICE
first game i was the onli survivor left cos i kept shielding myself
2nd game with my own shooting skill i got to be dunno what 1st private colonel
so fun
runting was good at this game
he was like 3-4 rank higher than mi
he was like playing the game so long till he said his hand is tired
here's one of the pic i took while runting was playing the game
after that we went to watch the fireworks
all i could say abt the fireworks was.......BEAUTIFUL!!!
i love fireworks!
end of my day (: 12:11 PM
