some day... i will..

Sunday, November 26, 2006

so many things had happened...
so many..
my mum..
poly friends etc etc..

i did not side on anybody.
how disappointed and upset when i receive that message?
i take u a true friend of mine
message and call u cos i care
but these sentences simply hurt mi so much
" i dun mind being like no friends", "no need to care for mi okay"
imagine somebody u love message u that
how will u feel?
the friendship simply mean nothing to you since the moment u message that
why should i wait for u since u have thoughts of being alone?
wat i said/do was something extra

the blog battle between u and him..
is purely juz the both of you
nobody is siding on either one(i meant the classmates)
if u wanna blame me on showing him that message
i have nothing to say

this year this the most horrible year i ever had
first my dad
then my mum
now friendship problem

so many ppl talked to mi..
"God let u go through this so that u'll be stronger"-i hope so
"u're not the most unfortunate people"-there are more ppl that never go through all this than mi
"things will get better"-its not getting better

is poly fun afterall? its a huge question mark..

end of my day (: 12:42 PM