i'm ok =)
i really do
i've gone through so much things
i woke up and cry that morning cos i thought of all the things that i'm going through/gone through.
marcus thingy was ONE of it
i was angry, sad and lost when i know the truth
imagine u were the last to know
plus i only know it 2 years later
all of you know except for me,
its pathetic
thats what i'm sad over
i know you all don't wan me to get hurt
but i think its more hurting for me to find out myself 2 years later
well nevermind, its over =)
(i know most of you will think that i'm putting the smiling face cos i wan to fake that "i'm ok" but seriously after going through so much things, u will know that this is nothing. i'm stronger than before)
to va
thank-you for the post =)
i no longer think that he is the one
he may be good in some ways but i've seen better guys, serious
i know both of you are just friends
(you so funny la! that part make me laugh a little)
thank-you for all the things that you've done
(i'm loving you more and more each day! =) )
to jiao
i'm sorry if i sounded rude on msn.
i know u will forgive me de.. =P
anyway i've a lot to settle with you,
i hope u know wat i meant
(juz in case you really dunno wat i mean---> our friendship)
to marcus
i no longer waiting for you
i've got over it
i know you MIGHT feel guilty for making me wait then no returns
honestly i never regret loving you i was really happy that time
i know you will get to read this..
dun feel weird facing me
**my 6th sense tells me that nic, nel and zp will be asking jiao wat happened**
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i think i lost my ezlink card again..
i think i left it at my aunt's house
to make a new one will cost me $20 dollar with no value in it
wat i can do with the $20
i can play like average 10 hours of dota
20 rounds of pool in TP
4 slices of thousand leaves from coffee bean( the last thing i ate yesterday)
$20 worth of things that i like..
if i really lost it i'm not going make another one..
not even one year and i've lost it twice..
careless me!
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thought i would wake up at abt 9 plus
but zheng long's message woke me up.. (that was when i saw va's message)
he say he cant sleep.. -_________-
he always say that he may be 18-19 physically but actually he has the age of 200
i'm going back to sch to look for my maths lecturer
having maths paper tml
hai.. i still dun have the exam mood..
think i'll do badly this time..
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眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天juz when i'm losing faith... you made me move on =)
